i haven't posted on this blog since 2019, and i haven't had an original thought since before even then. so what am i hoping to accomplish here? that's honestly a great question.
to start: over the past couple years i have gotten back into reading, which was one of my favorite past times until i discovered social media. somehow now that's the reason i am reading more, and thank god for it. turning into a kindle girl helped out quite a bit (if old sara could see me now). and when i was in college, reading and writing was all i did. it's all i wanted to do. i haven't written anything new, fiction or otherwise, in god knows how long.
i think at some point i decided i didn't have anything new or worthwhile to contribute to society, but i am also incredibly lazy and have no drive to do much of anything. i am also realizing in this moment that i don't even know how to right-click on my 2013 macbook pro, so there's a few things arguably wrong with me.
lately i have wanted to pick this back up and i have found myself...here.
so here's to a start.
sara
listening: chillhop music playlist on youtube
drinking: water out of my mean girls (2024) tumbler
reading: twilight (audiobook narrated by ilyana kadushin - i do not recommend)